Its my first day in advertising industry

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I quit my post as a writer and producer in one well-known film company last two months because of disspointment of the dickhead, cold-blodded and baby-act employer that manipulate me completely, and the settlement of my resignation its not more than just a a little nose shit that i cant do anything and i have to suffer for a while. Lucilly i have a little business that i can run, that give me a little air to breathe.

But, Allah have a bigger plan for me. Last week i got an offer from one advertising company that they want to use my expertise. I decided to accept not just because of the big money they offered, but i want to challenge myself to do something new, to see how far i can go, learing new skills, find new people and energy.

Besides that, i still have my love in film industry. But i have leave it just for a while. I am still writing but im focusing in my new found-loved job. Hope i can be succesful here. I'm a little bit freak out at first thing this morning, but Insyallah, Everything will be smooth and fine.

It’s been a while

Wow, my last updated entry was in March 10. I’m not just a little busy but I’m preparing my life to another phase. In last 5 months obviously there lots of thing happening to me all of that just to be a better me, to be a better person. I’m not a saint or something but I just ready to learn new things. Life is a learning process, for me – Yeah!

Well, I got too many story to tell you guys. I will keep update at a few while. Chiow.

My pray

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful.

I am optimistic and sentimental to the point of being annoying, especially to people who think that being cynical and cold is cool. I turn 23 yesterday on 9 March, the same day of Maulidul Rasul (Is that mean something?). I thank Allah for everyday things like the ability to breathe, the ability to love, the ability to laugh, and the ability to eat and drink.

At this fantastic energetic age, I really wanted to do something, all I want to do is touching hearts, impacting lives, inspiring dreams, be big and powerful also have a large sum of money. I want to do something that I can proud of lasts to all my generation and they proud with me as well when people mentioned my name. I learned enough at my terrible age of 22 and this time for me to wake up, step wider and bigger.

Thanks to all people in my past, that makes me what I am today. Stronger and wiser. May Allah bless all of you, kindness and badness you guys because that makes me a better person. Thanks for that.

“…Our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken, we will defeat whoever tries to stop my way.”
- Barack Obama

Now Allah Don't Move My Mountain
But Give Me The Strength To Climb
And Allah, Don't Take Away My Stumbling Blocks
But Lead Me All Around

Allah I Don't Bother Nobody
I Try To Treat Everybody The Same
But Everytime, I Turn My Back
They Scandalize My Name

But Allah, You Don't Have To Move My Mountain
But Give Me The Strength To Climb
And Lord Don't Take Away My Stumbling Blocks
But Lead Me All Around

Now When My Folks Would Slay Me
These Things They Will Try To Do
But Allah, Don't Touch Em
But Within Their Heart
Make Em Give Their Life To You


Allah You Don't Have To Move My Mountain
But Give Me The Strength To Climb
And Allah, Don't Take Away My Stumbling Blocks
But Lead Me All Around

Amen

The lowest point of politics in malaysian history

"Brilliance is typically the act of an individual, but incredible stupidity can usually be traced to an organization."

- Jon Bentley

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful.

To whom I refer to? UMNO youth? UMNO youth are bunch of posers with the mind like 2 years old and with a personality of a cow. I said this many times before. I just feel embarrassed the way the act. What a shame. If still have Malay like this, I’m not proud to be Malay at all.

I’m saluting Mr. Karpal Singh. You rocks. You not afraid to say what you want, what you think and what you feel, I believe in freedom of speech and expression. Way to go Mr. Karpal, I always behind your back.

To UMNO youth who’s mobbed Karpal Singh that day - what a shameful Malays, Malays doesn’t act like that.

Happy birthday for 2 of my very good friends.

Julie (left) and Naomi Hayden.

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful.

Julie just turns 25 today (24 February 2009). Happy birthday to you, may Allah bless your kindness and your evil mouth as well. LOL. I know Julie about 3 or 4 years ago through Isis. What can I say about him he have a very good heart, sincere and loyal friend. Not many people can stand with his bad mouth but all what he say it’s nothing but the truth. Face it or leave it. I and Julie have been through a lot, good time and bad time. One moment that I still remember about him is he really sacrifices a thing just for his friend. He owes people just for us to eat. He prepares a place just for us to sleep and he bright people day wherever he goes. There no one likes him, the true and only one.

Naomi turns 24 last Friday (20 February 2009). Naomi is another good friend of mine. Quiet cute with his funny joke my day shines if he around. His half ambitious and big talk sometimes annoys me but its fun listens to it sometimes. I respect him as an independent person, hardworking and dependable. He give advises when in need, a good friend who lifts me up from falling, and my pray for him one day he’ll be big, have a good life and have a stable relationship. May Allah bless your kindness.

My birthday is around, I want to see if people realize it or not. May I be a better person Insha’Allah.

My favourite mistake

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful.


Thanks Darklighter for wasting my time. Anyway It's fun, let's chill.


THE MUSIC TAGGY TAG!

1. Put ur i-tunes, mp3, mp4, windows media player, etc on shuffle..
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer..
3. You must write down that song name no matter how silly it sounds..
4. Tag 10 friends..
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing..


1- If some asked u.."are you occay?" you say: One Love – Tata Young

Yeah, you should fulfill your life by love. It will lead us nowhere to somewhere, believe me.

2- How would you describe yourself: Ready or Not – The Fugees

As my terms of life, I ready of any circumstances what I am doing. Take risks, been there, done that – Period.

3- What do you like in a guy/girl: So Julie – Jason Lo

Hell to the no. Who is Julie? Is that Julie my friend who staying in Kelang? He a retard and I will never like anyone which attitude is some of a kind with this Julie. Enough one who give me headache, I don’t need another one. LOL

4 - How do you feel today: Take Me Home – Sophie Ellis-Bextor

Im so fucking sleepy and miss someone so far away from me. Im so ‘Jiwa Kacau’ at this moment. Please somebody take me home.

5 - What is your life purpose: You’ll See – Madonna

Yeah, I was born to be big and one day you’ll see I’m bigger than Madonna. Trust me.

6 - What is your motto: So Yesterday – Hillary Duff

Am I So Yesterday? Something seems really wrong with this playlist. As far I concern me impacting life, create Trend and touches people heart.

7 - What do you friend think of you: Control Myself – Jennifer Lopez feat LL Cool J

I know something. I’m so overexpose. I need to control myself from media freak. I need privacy. I don’t want to live my life like Britney and Paris Hilton, but the co-incident is, we’re one of a kind. LOL

8 - What do your parents think about you: Love Story – Groove Bandit

I am a story; I inspire people and I’m the twinkle in the dark. I’m love story.

9 - What do you think about very often: Fun for me – Portishead & Moloko

This is very true, I’m serious. I know I’m feeling good, look fabulous and live life gorgeously and fun for me. Boy just wants to have fun. So true!

10 - What is 2+2: Ku Pohon Kemaafan – Fauziah Latiff

I never know that I have Fauziah Latiff in my playlist. I’m little bit confuse here.

11 - What do you think of your bestfriend : Chapel of Love – Dixie Cups

Do my best friend is a chapel of love? To ‘jaga’ their heart I have to agree whatever it is. Next~

12 - What is your life story: The damage in your heart - Weezer

Am I damage? My heart may be break a bit but I still carry my life as great as Me. Old enough to know better, too young to care.

13 - What do you want to be when you grow up: Crying in the Chapel – Elvis Presley

WTF is this. I take it positively is a happiness cries.

14 - What do you think of the person you like: Forever Young – Rod Stewart

As the happiness with you, you still looking young no matter what. I’m not the one who looking for young-young or simple say ‘Anak Ikan’. Nope. LOL.

15 - What will you dance at your wedding: I love rock and Roll – Janis Joplin

I can never imagine myself dancing and head banging this song at my weeding. So unromantic but I think its fun.

16 - What will the play at your funeral: I’m so exited – Pointer Sisters

OMG, do people get so exited when I die? Or I just exited to die? Screw them if they play this at my funeral. LOL.

17 - What is your hobby: Pussycat Dolls - Beep

What??? I never dance pussycat dolls, It’s Girl-girl. Maybe It shows i like to beep there and beep that. Pervert.LOL

18 - What is your biggest fear: I bruise easily – Natasha Bedingfield.

Yeah, I do bruise easily emotionally and physically, So what?

19 - What is your biggest secret: Ikhlas tapi Jauh

This thing really hit me under my nose. Yeah I ‘ikhlas tapi jauh’ with someone. But I’m happy that he waiting for me. Love, love…

20 - What do you think of your friends: Kau datang esok hari – Uji Rashid

Since when I have Uji Rashid in my playlist?

21 - What will you post this as: My favourite Mistake – Sheryl Crow

I always make a mistake but I bear with it and I learn.

And i tag :-

Louie @ http://louiemal.blogspot.com/

AJ Ratu @ http://palingmaniss.blogspot.com/

Nelly @ http://nellykusumadewi.blogspot.com

Gratitude

Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos into order, confusion into clarity…. It turns problems into gifts, failures into success, the unexpected into perfect timing, and mistakes into important events. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today and creates a vision for tomorrow.

— Melodie Beattie